| - Straight Hate
i am bored...sitting here eating chips n contemplating the meaning of life. more accurately...the reason for things out there that destroy life. such as cancer. why is it that in some point of life for certain people, their cells decide they don't want to function like they always have...they're gonna switch it up a bit. they're gonna take on different shapes and grow in mass quantities and make everyone around em follow their ways....i hate cancer. i am actually about to go back into the doctor and get a follow up biopsy on my cervix....im nervous....it is excrutiatingly painful. my stomach is hurting at the thought of it. but i guess it has to be done. |
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| ya know i signed up for this xanga thing almost a year ago and havent used it at all... i dont know if i even remember how. but... if i said i didnt remember...thatd imply that i once knew....and im not sure about that either. i was reading through my old posts and lookin back at times and let me tell u wat, things change. bet u never knew did ya? the last year and a half of my life feels like it hasnt even been reality. someday when im really bored im gonna have to come on here and give a lil update....but for now im off to watch movies with my sister and waste time till i gotta go to work....adios |
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| k im giving up for now. still cant upload more pictures yet..... grrr.... maybe i'll have to give it some time. gnite everyone |
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| alright so i got sick of posting for a lil while and guess wat i found. i found a guitar to play. i am not very good at it but i still try. i'm getting better....slowly. it makes me keep my nails short, which is good. cuz i cant stand having long nails at work either. eh. playing guitar is amazingly therapeutical. i love playing. i dont know if the rest of the people in my house would agree with me but......who cares |
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